confused

i Wonder why I have to wonder.. I think why i have to think, I believe i'm sent here for a purpose.but I doubt it in a blink.A confused person i am? Am i? I am.No I'm definitely sure I'm a confused person.I seek something to fill something,But if i found something maybe i'll realise i already have that something tat i need to fill. n then only appreciate it.this is all too confusing.i think i shall just blink. _ i just conjured it up on the spot jus so i can sound profound.